I Officially Shared My Blog

Fuck you, Fear! I officially shared my blog across my social media and opened myself up to not only the people in my life, but the world. Let's talk about it.
I'm going to be honest - I regret it already. Telling the story of who I am and the things that have happened in my life is *not* the easiest thing.

I'm embarrassed with the things I struggle with.
I'm embarrassed with the many failures I've had.
I'm embarrassed with the stupid things I've done.
I'm embarrassed by how often I fail at "normal".

However, I think it's time for me to try to let go of the past, and look towards the future. To keep myself accountable and document things going forward. I want to be able to look back at old posts and say "I've come a long way".

I think it's important to talk about our feelings and better understand our fellow humans.

I think it's important to tell stories in order to create a world where people are accepted.

If you made your way here, and have read my story so far, thank you for taking an interest. Not only in getting to know me better, but in understanding why I am who I am. For spending some of your time, which is precious, learning about ADHD/Depression/Anxiety and how it alters the course of so many lives.

I'm going to go and do something to distract myself for awhile. I've been sitting here dwelling on every single possible scenario that sharing my story may bring. Mostly the bad stuff. I am going to go see if my video-game crew is online and take my stress out on the bad-guys with some good old fashioned violence....Or, catch up on some TV sitting on my PVR.....Or, have a nap.

I can't decide.


BLAH. 

-S